[March 4th, 2010] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Kagrra, ] moved to hanasanai_de I live my life in the shadows of the things I try to hide.

[May 2nd, 2006] [ music | News ] guess who turns 19 tomorrow? @_@ I don't really wanna get old!!

[April 12th, 2006] [ music | Coldplay ] ( A walk in the chinese gardens )

[October 7th, 2005] [ music | Isshi Live Sara DVD ] ( Read more... )

[September 29th, 2005] [ music | Kagrra, ] My entry got deleted. I hate it & I'm going to stab my computer now. again. because I still feel the same. It's hard for me to express the feelings I have towards this band. When I see them, I smile. And it's a real smile, I get a strange feeling in my chest&belly whenever they move or smile. It makes me happy to see them. And then I don't need anyone or anything anymore. It's just enough to see them. It's strange and I think I'm a little psycho. But who cares I'm happy with it. I'd like to thank them again, but in another way because I really want to show them how I feel when I listen to their music. But it's hard for me to express, as I said. I also recognized that a lot of people write kagrra, without ,. I have to admit that ..I hate it. XD I'm sorry, I wasl ike: omfg why's everybody curious just because they changed their name into Kagrra, when they changed it but I got used to it. well, this sentence is nonsense haha.. ♥ Anyways I got the new KAGRRA, NO SU today. I've been waiting for a week for it now because n showtime my computer didn't allow me to watch it (i love you too baby!). I've been tortured and punished with screenshots (XD!!@kei & mi) but now FINALLY! *sobs* & I love it. Just as I lvoe every Video Kagrra, do. It's something special I never ever want to miss because I love the way they get a whole video online every 1 days only for us fans &it's always madewith so much love. I love that ; _ ; thank you!! However you can see every member of kagrra, except Izumi on these picture. They have to do sit ups because Izumi toldthem to, hahahaaaaaa! because he won the ORANJI JUSUUU game. all members have to find out which orange juice brand they drank with eyes closed. idiots. lovely idiots of course. ♥ ( KAGRRA, NO SU )

[September 24th, 2005] [ music | Train;; drops of jupiter ] ^3^~~~~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ This had to be. It's for girl_in_box& me only T 3 T !! & I hate my computer. And Windows media player. This situation in general (every 2 weeks o_o) The new SHOWTIME video is up since I dunno like.. 10 minutes or so and it doesn't work, just as always, IT DOESNT WORK & I HATE IT IHATEITIHATEIT IWANNASEEITIWANNASEEIT! ; O ;

[August 31st, 2005] Download here. Please download this song before you read the entry because it means a lot to me. Yesterday I was supposed to meet Coco and Kevin in the evening. Due to the fact that I have no card for the underground I had to walk. So I went outside while it was getting dark, turning on my player and started to listen to this song. I've been listening to Toshiro Masuda and Tan Dun a lot the last few days since my mum bought the hero dvd for me. While walking towards the skyline, watching the sun going down I felt kind of lost, maybe also really alone. And I wished I could be back home. But the sad thing was that this home wasn't frankfurt anymore, it was Tokyo. I've been living 18 years in this city and now I'm back fom Japan and I feel like a stranger, I don't feel safe or even happy. And again this place where I was really happy and the people who mean so much to me are far away, just like before this summer started. The streets weren't crowded although it was 9pm, I still can't get used to this fact. and while I was watching the red and yellow glows going down behind the skyscrapers in Frankfurt, there was a better place I once knew deep inside me and I began to remember Shibuya. And all the feelings I'm wearing in my chest, which suddenly began to feel heavy. And I remembered all the smiles I recieved and the smiles I gave, all the hard times, walking until our feet were red and blue, sweating and laughing, being completely independent and ..being completely myself. realizing the fact that this is the past time and that there won't be any times like these again in the next time flooded my eyes with tears while I was walking through the people, looking at me with their unfriendly, cavernous, characterless and featureless eyes. I'm not able to smile that way I did it the last 4 weeks again. And this fact makes it even worse. comment: The pictures may take a long time to load but I hope you'll have at least a short look at them. ( It has harmony and it is honorable. )

[August 23rd, 2005] [ music | kagrra, ] Tonight I experienced the meaning of real music. Thank you again Kagrra, and especially I-sama and Nao-san for doing what you did after the concert. This meant the world to me.

[August 5th, 2005] PHOTOS FROM JAPAN a few impressions, we have not even paint so we cant make them smaller, hahaaaaa... thw first is kinda biiig but ignore it and than click the link, the cut i mean. <3 ( WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO )

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